The Night World

2011-05-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

today was a great day again! i woke up alive at 12.30 hehehe dad's not nagging at me. awwww had a blast with jie last night. ICE CREAM!! <: thinking of it makes me desire for more xD OH GOD i love crapping with jie AND next time i'll so pay for you! xp always always making me owe money! pfffft. Waaaa maybe next time save go kbox tgt! since she's going taiwan soon :D too bad no suju to stalk there HAHAHAHA. i'm loving my family which is growing?!?! OMG! hahaha three daughters and one brother, one son-in-law, one dad, one annoying doggy and then one god daughter?!?! xD thank god no one questions the link or i also dont know how to answer. But it was fun playing around and relaxing just for a while. My conversations with woody green are also getting super fun. (HORNY?!) lately not me i mean HAHAHAH assuming what i think is correct anw. stupidity is sometimes a welcomed shield since he hides behind that BLUR image i cant do anything abt him ^^v oh well. i've gotten addicted to this sign!!! something mel pointed out today not that i can do anything abt it hohoho. today's post is long *stretches* i'm in an extremely generous mood now. kekeke just having random conversations with rabbit makes me want to laugh at the phone -.- stupid later my sis think i'm crazy xD just pointed it out to her that she's laughing to the comp :p so much for trying to get her to spill the beans on things she's not telling hehehe nvm i dont care much :) just the fact that she's happy with tery is good enough for me. xD THATS IT! I'M ENDING THIS IN ONE MORE SENTENCE.

ps: no place is heaven without you, just like how hell is heaven when you're by my side :D

goodnight bloggy!
hehehehe caroline here going crazy!!!

2011-05-25T08:18:00.000-07:00

i'm actually quite tired today :D been so long since i posted xD i have been messaging quite alot lately. totally benefitting with the unlimited sms XD gosh i hate to make major decisions. wtf is wrong with life? i'm slowly changing my perspective of life and i know its my own fault. I'm slowly growing bored of the daily waking up working going out routine. not that the company isn't enjoyable. Just that i want to do sth spectacular :D i'm very demanding i know. Jogged today with toki. more like crapping session though XD oh well its great to actually act on my decision to exercise today i've been getting out of shape ): WAHAHAHA the other day i was shopping with dar~ maybe i'll go again another day. i saw a few things i wanted XD more dresses? though my wardrobe is full of them :p doesn't mean that i'll stop shopping though hehehe. i think i'll accept nus afterall. 1 year w/o life. i can handle that. just fucking get through that i'll be fine i hope.

Ps: missing a certain someone right now. make a smart guess?

:D

2011-05-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

i have a freaking fetish with this sign lately ^^v stupid sibyl being the one to use it on me first. HAHA but i loveeeeee the moments with her like super relaxed and laidback. i likey~ met yy for lunch today! and i was lateeeeeeeeee thanks to a certain member of mine today. Xp Was stranded at esplanade yesterday when i was on my way to mbs ): HAHAHA in the end jasper had to take a bus down to esplanade to find me. FAIL i know ^^v but at least i had haagen-dazs! yup mostly catching up. super random stuff happened when i was at City Hall, a woman walked up to me and asked me whether i wanted to try modelling. -.- like wtf obviously i'm alr working right since i'm only there at 6 plus. In case you're interested the name is CreateTalents & models go google it somewhere. i have the namecard so contact me if interested. LOL. Two of my colleagues got together like FINALLY! i knew they were interested in each other! ^^v feels nice to be one of those first to know. Thanks guys! especially my daughter! have to be happy kay! though i'm unhappy abt the bridal gifts HAHAHA. will be looking forward to the weekends (it's freaking packed!) :D

ps: i hope i find someone that doesnt mind the way i look :D

Celebrating facebook! CHEERS

2011-05-06T09:25:00.000-07:00

hehehe it's a lame topic but i'm tired and full :D the worst combination. HAHAHAHA i loveeeeeeeeeee today =D saw jiejie in suchhhhhhhhhhhhhh a long time. HAH i met rabbit on last sun. yy on last fridayyyy and tw on the mahjong so DAMN good to see jie again. EVENTS are fucking hard to plan i realised. ppl will tell you they cant go and its some here some there. :p but i love to get together just chill and talk xD maybe i should get a car to mbs on a side note HEHE. In any case. I dont feel the need to dwell on unhappy things awwww, today was fun keke~ FB is freaking nice to use for coordinating and for communicating with friends! BUT its sad because most of the guys online are gone. NS HAHHAHA. i feel evil laughing while they're suffering but i'll be wishing for their good health and that they can endure the training well (: JIAYOU GUYS! yeahhhh

ps: NTU SENT THAT SNAIL MAIL ALR! YAY!!! now i have to choose which course and school i want. NUS OR NTU?! i'll still be doing engineering. But different kinds of engineering. wahahaha. i'm sleepy. GOODNIGHTY BLOGGIE!

2011-05-02T02:52:00.000-07:00

You know i think you should stop finding pretty excuses for yourself and just speak the fucking truth. Stop being so hypocritical in front of others. It's not as if people really dont know abt you. You dont even want to bloody try so just stop what you're doing. IT IS FREAKING ANNOYING. Of course, you'll pick people who DONT know that side of you. BUT eventually they'll know. Keep hiding your true self. ITS PLAIN PATHETIC. I'm really sad for you right now. Sad because i didnt realise it earlier. If i did i wouldnt have bothered even talking to you.

Everyone is appearance oriented. its not as if i didnt know that. So instead of being such a fake bitch just go get yourself a bf if you're jealous. I'm sorry i sound like a bitch myself but go get a life, instead of lying your way through everything. I rest my case here. I hope your life will improve for the better.

kekekekeke

2011-05-01T09:13:00.000-07:00

awww stupid title but im bored so cant help it ^^ HAHAHAHA i'm going to keep it short XD i really think it has been a long time since i laughed so crazily with that old bunch of people. 19 yrs old and NEOPRINT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA the funniest part was trying to squeeze into the screen. With that much ppl. But it was fun. Spam pictures AS USUAL ♥ fun to chill and just talk with them. XD yeah and i WAS late for swimming. sorry toki. Had to go get a replacement for that EXPIRED dumb card then i rushed like mad. Anyway swimming was a blast!!! all the funniest things happen during swimming. At least we hit more than 10 laps. Nearing 20 i guess! i ♥ gossiping during swimming and we both agreed pamela is pretty :D heh heh i'm waiting patiently for my pay. yeah! off i go! short and sweet! XD

WHY AM I FREAKING TIRED EVERYDAY??!

2011-04-30T09:45:00.000-07:00

HAHA i am truly. But its good not bad. Today was damn fun♥ went blading SUPPOSEDLY with my colleagues BUT we ended up cycling. Sorry Jess!! not on purpose :p heh heh. But it was soooooooo funny went on a double bike with jess. ITS BEEN SO FREAKING LONG I RODE ON ONE. ♥ awwww and i went on one with my daughter ^^ i liked the air the wind and the atmosphere at ECP. gosh and i didnt realise my daughter acts drunk when hungry! Pack me in a bag and bring me to buffet. HAHAHAHA. Its strange we cant tell when a rat jokes or lie cos he has a freaking serious look. LOL

I'm soooooo sorry i haven been writing bloggie ): i went drinking the other day with the family. xD AND someone failed the dare. LOL But its fun. Everything said will remain as a fond memory (: shall not disclose it here. I LOVE YOU GUYS. including desert at nydc and the girls night out (:

Ps: I seriously NEED and LACK sleep. so goodnight! dont miss me! XD

2011-04-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO! back with my blog's updates. This is just a random collection of what i've been doing lately! i'm super tired after dinner today! may just zonk out anytime now. To tell you the truth, i'm glad i'm born this way~ i forget things fast but at least i forget bad things along with it too! i hope to play badminton soon! i forgot when was the last time i did. :p i miss all of my friends.

ps: is it weird to be on good terms with zhijian?! i didnt know it was funny to go to bookshop to buy books with him. ♥ on the good note. NUMBERS! HAHAHA

DUNKING!

2011-04-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hahah! as the title suggests it was crazy yesterday night. Thank god i'm a girl! HAHA! but it was super fun. Me and rabbit swam first and we WERE the earliest except for travis. :D all aj people rocks! we're punctual! EARLY EVEN! HAHAHAHA. AHEM AHEM except for some indian who came 3 hours late! even later than the VIP. Omg right! Yeah we plotted to sent andrew seah into the pool :D plenty of space for others though *winks* So as you can guess if one grabs hold of anything available who else will go in. HIS gay partner junhao! HAHAHA! gerald went in too. Stella was taking pics and the china ppl who were ACCIDENTLY at the area were cheering for no apparent reason. Anw it was fun. we soaked up the entire place and had ppl calling for security. SORRY DIONNE! HAHA! they made a mess in her house as well. i saw rabbit's chins as well. cuteeeeeeeeee! ;D

been watching animes as well as kept busy working. But i'm totally going to hate it next next week. My colleagues are leaving ): i'm having a headache so i'll probably be sleeping earlier today (: writing because a certain friend here is bored :D have fun reading! I love you lots bloggie! goodnight!

Mahjong!

2011-04-17T05:29:00.000-07:00

HAHA yup! i played mahjong threesome today. Planning fail i know because lijun had work and rabbit ditched because of her knee and back problem. Its an old ailment! seriously! But it was nice seeing dar and tomato today! :DD i wont forget the mahjong one lor! Halfway all of us went crazy alr! And it was totally funny! Really! Everytime we go there we just laugh like siao! i think i'll gain weight from laughing too much! HAHAHA i miss jie! ): but she coming around 615 and yy needed to leave at 7 so yeah i know! MY PLANNING FAIL no need to tell me hahaha! hmmmmm... sometimes i wonder why humans cant live alone but whatever the answer is i'm glad i have such crazy bunch of friends around me :D If you want to know why others dont like you, first think what you've done yourself. blaming others will get you nowhere thats what i learnt from all the people around me. Thank god you guys are such a nice bunch! ♥
ps: no one can keep secrets! truly! but its also bad to have so much damn secrets. Maybe the only trustworthy person is my sis. At least she wont tell anyone things i dont want fuckers to know. Haha! gtg! i'll be back soon! i'll blog if i have time next week. AND I DESPERATELY NEED A ITOUCH. right now i'll just save ):

2011-04-16T09:34:00.001-07:00

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i'm not asleep! will sleep soon~ hehe goodnight people and fellow bloggers! ♥

CHALET

2011-04-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

HEH HEH i'm tired out to the max. laughing fooling around, having same age group people around me i feel SATISFIED! :D more than that actually! ^^ i super missed the funny moments last year and the year before. Though not everyone was there(almost though i think. Serene Jody April Caleb Mel yj Aaron Nguan Han Brendan Chia Heng Nicholas Sandra Darryl Jonathan Keith) but it was insanely fun! i nvr had such a good laugh with them for such a long time! today was a blast! ♥ Heart attack! hearts and mahjong! not to mention biking~ ♥♥♥ love you guys!XDD right now i cant open my eyes!pardon me if my typing becomes ahfkbvbdcvyegfdsbc later XD it just means i'm half sleeping. Have to sleep early tmr! i have swimming with a pabo rabbit in the morning. ♥ i'll spam pictures of her in bikini! :D hehe

i'll be waiting to see the girls tmr too! ♥lijun dionne tanwei yanyu! tmr we shall have a rematch! mahjong! :D haha! teach me more! XD i'll be blogging tmr also! Stay tune! :D

2011-04-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

Its so hard to find people on facebook! must have their surname etc etc! you just see! i'll find those people! xD Hahaha. Idiotic story i shall forget by tmr! Let them handle it. *sighs* some people nvr do listen do they. I guess its in human nature to do that. I actually am missing the witty replies i got from a certain someone. ): but i'm happy he's enjoying himself and having a break away from work beause his work appears to be very stressful. Today on the train i saw sinyee when i was heading home! ♥chio bu! she's super pretty and i couldnt recognise her at first glace then i was looking and she was looking. so cute right! Haha!

Guess who else i saw on the train??? Samatha with a guy! XD oh btw she's my senior. So surprising right! its like the world is so small. to be able to meet on the same train same compartment. I'm going to pass today feeling happy not angry so i'm alright! thanks for caring ♥

i'm actually feeling quite funny myself. My oic likes to pronounce my name as carol-line HAHAHAHAHAHAHA just pronounce it anyway i dont mind. It only matters with one person actually ♥ I'm sleepy again so i'll end it here. Good night and take care lovely bloggie! :D

...

2011-04-14T04:23:00.000-07:00

Did i mention that i hate tattle tales? wtf you want just say. Screw your fake innocence. Just fuck off and dont interfere with my life. TYVM.

Information overload!

2011-04-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

Ok actually i'm quite tired today. :D But i'm satisfied! And pleased with myself. I LOVE the job environment but not the information! Cannot absorb! Haha! but i'll learn! Slowly bit by bit. My leg hurts, my eyes are closing but my heart is healthy! xD i love all the seniors there! they're all so nice! And i like my colleagues too! I got shocked yesterday and today because people who dont usually talk to me did so (on many circumstances) Thanks guys! XD i appreciate your concern. I miss miss miss my ex classmates as well as the girls. It felt like monthes not seeing them again except for that hyperactive rabbit that likes carrots :D HAHAHA. Got my staff pass today btw. Had a HUGE laugh with my colleagues abt it but not revealing it here. OHO i was attached to ASH today ^^ pokemon! xD HAHA there's still lots of people i need to rmb i cant rmb the names! HAHA need to match with the face. Someone with superhuman memory come help me~ heh heh. Did i say i want to swim soon? Oho i didnt. i'm swimming on sunday. :D i hope i can make it to the class chalet. Dont want to let down those people there. Today should be the last day he replies. He's leaving for holiday. HAHA *inside joke* SPONSOR ME NEXT TIME hor~ just kidding.

ps: Police? security? AIYA! dont know the name! sooooooo hot on the train HAHAHA. SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH dont expose me. ^^

i really love the feeling of being alive. :D
CAROLINE

OMG SHOCK

2011-04-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

WAAAAA this is such a super big surprise! HE IS SO DAMN BAD BOY STYLE! his teasing=best. I shall update soon! i'm lazy today. Forgive me bloggie! BYE!

Shopping ♥

2011-04-09T04:02:00.000-07:00

Pffft! HAHAHA first i have to thank mama for spending so freaking much on me. Not to mention going shopping with me. Well zhijian wanted to see me though♥ HERH mama still more important xD wahaha i got lots of stuff today. most of it clothes. IN FACT ALL OF IT LOL. yeah. :D was at bugis junction just now. hmmmmm. i'm worn out. tmr i'll be rotting at home. oooops ^^ resting at home. lalala. i'm feeling great! In fact i think i'll be looking forward to work on monday! Anyone who has job offers $9/hr tell me! HAHAHAHAHAHA. i feel like going dance to earn money. Stupid but i dont think i can now. Job is office hours. Anyone wants a drink with me?! come find me at tanjong pagar. HAHAHA. Not clubbing though. i'll have difficulties waking up in the morning i bet!

i'm quite sad cos i have nth to do now. HAHAHA but i'm tired. I'll look forward to tonight ^^. Hope he replies~ ♥

Question and answer.

2011-04-08T03:19:00.000-07:00

I think my answer is quite clear. I'm an idiot. My feelings are spinning around me. i can't think straight when it has something to do with it. Ideal or non ideal i'm stupid for thinking too much. I'm going to let things cool down. We've been talking consecutively for one week alr. I think at this rate, everything is just like its predestined. Leaving everything to you mr. fate.♥

My training is over today. Newfound friends. Seniors. Breaks made everything more bearable. Special thanks to Dar, Rabbit and Pam for keeping me from sleeping.♥
perhaps the next day will be better. I'm looking forward to it! Though i'm not sure what's awaiting me at the end. I LOVE BEING ALIVE.

someday sometime i'll tell you everything, if you want to listen. Though we may have changed. I'm sure there's something somewhere that hasn't. I want to listen to your story, if you want to tell.

ps: I DIDNT KNOW THERE WAS A CARD 11B! PFFFT AND I CANT GET GROWTH DIVIDEND TILL I'M 21 BUT I DONT WANT TO AGE. Xp Fyi: ITS A FREAKING $600!

Limit

2011-04-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

i never tested my own limits before. Maybe now is the time to try. I'm tired yes but i'll stay the way i am and overcome the obstacles. Thank god you all are by my side (: i'll love you guys always and even if i cant help much if there's anything tell me i'll rush there immediately if i can.
lights,
goodnight.

addiction ♥

2011-04-05T03:07:00.000-07:00

i have to say~ i'm falling in. AND DIONNE LOH knows all abt it. its like you meeting your ideal. ♥ its not love. i dont know what it is. i want to know more. I'm sure its the start of something. and i hope all these will become transparent soon. i'm wishing the best for a certain someone to be able to be together with a certain someone. and while the time is not ripe, i shall keep my tongue to myself. A SECRET~ HIMITSU :D its fun to be like this! but i'm not gone yet. Dancing is bound to get me addicted again and while my poisonous addiction remains i hope i'll be neutralised in time. I SWEAR I WILL REMAIN SINGLE TILL NEXT YEAR and i will get my treat! xD now i just have to enjoy life and wait for uni! WAIT NO MY JOB STARTS SOON!!! OMG i'm going to buy some stuff tmr. You know i haven't even started working, i can alr see the money rolling into my pocket. can't blame me, i've been broke for freaking long. Now all thats left is that damn uni acceptance.

ps: went to nex today to get makeup materials. wonder how is the dress code like at the workplace. Looking forward to dancing and swimming next week :D

TIRED OUT

2011-04-04T07:30:00.000-07:00

i'm tired ^^ but in a good way. today i went to tanjong pagar to get my timesheet and to fill me employment stuff. they say i'll get paid bi weekly. good for me since i'm really broke. i dont know what came over me but now my hair is red brown and black. though the red is not so obvious. :D i didn't understand how i managed the train rides. I WAS PRACTICALLY ROTTING OMFG. yeah thank god my sis was there. OHO did i mention the both of us didnt eat breakfast nor lunch and we were starving in the train?! HAHA yeah. She needed to get her concession card and so we went to hougang. Ate there i think we wouldnt survive if we didnt xD anw we went to nex to get my shoes for work. GL must be covered shoes. yup i'm missing my v v v relaxed sec sch life and i dont want to get older! OMG JULY PLEASE DONT COME. *stomps around* HAHA i have to say the idiot i am i just had to spend near 60 bucks to highlight my hair AND the deal is it doesn't look any different from the back. though my fringe is now reddish brown. -.- NO REGRETS though now all my fav colours are my hair colour. Someone go get the same colour as me!

ps: yesterday i saw sth i wanted. shall go back to buy when i get my pay. AND MY MOM IS VICIOUS. she said the day i get my pay we're going jack's place to eat. ON MY TAB. pfffft just wait till i get my paycheck!

WORLD I LOVE YOU! though you're like me, imperfect

CAROLINE

BUGIS

2011-04-03T03:32:00.000-07:00

hello~ first i am super shocked at myself! i went bugis yet i didn't shop!!! drank coffee though. I LOVE COFFEE ^^ haha anyway it was great talking to a crazy rabbit. ^^ i'm shocked i understood what it was saying HEHEHE. woah you wont believe how sweet the milk tea i drank was! i was like pure sugar! DONT DRINK SWEET TALK MILK TEA AT 70% trust me~ WOAH HAHA. i'm happy today but i really cant believe i TALKED for 4 hours! Gossip xD and i dont get why people love key -.- @two fanatics xDD and i need to get my act together. Should i dye my hair black or red? both are my fav colours so i dont mind~ i'm in love with long hair no idea why xD anything else is a secret *shhhhh*
love you
ps: i need to shop soon but i'm broke T.T

Secrets secrets and more secrets

2011-04-02T01:06:00.000-07:00

everyone has them right? i have them too! just many many many of it. i am attracted to physical appearances, i dont deny that. There's someone i'm attracted to now. ^^ Because i understood my own character of being fickle minded in small things but serious when it comes to things of huge significance. I cant commit myself to a relationship if i think its not a big deal. I've come to have short term relationships and i cant find what i was looking for. That's why i cant ever introduce my boyfriends to my friends because its one thing to be dating but another thing to fall in love. I cant do it, because i never honestly loved another before, sadly, aside from my family members. Recently my dad has been controlling my life more than ever even up to the time i sleep. I thought it would improve now that i'm legal but it got worse. I CAN NEVER consult these things with him. Besides these mudane issues i've been thinking what would happen if i didn't take the first step. i wonder do they really treat me as their friend? they dont tell me anything and dont even care abt what i think.its stupid yes but i'm lucky not all the people around me are like that (:
today i went to aj for the first time ever since i got my results. it was crowded but seriously hot. -.- i figured those ppl who got dunked actually wanted to get wet because of the heat. oho i think i went there to just waste money. which doesnt come by easily. AHEM to a certain rabbit that is chasing after carrots right now. xD i'm happy actually because aj was the place where most of my fondest memories remains though now they're just remnants of the past i truly thank all the people that have supported me through that hellish two years there. The pe dept, the tracks that used to be bumpy, the auditorium especially after morning pe, the nexus, 1135, 135 and all else i'll be with me till i die i think. Besides returning there i went novena to eat korean food again! sadly they didnt serve the korean pancake i craved for but i still got my fill of good food! the soup was spicy FOR THE FIRST TIME ^^ i loved it. if i had any other wish i'll be to dance officially as part of a dance crew.
On a side note i got a job finally! it wasnt easy to come by an office job. if all goes well i'll be starting work this coming thursday for training at tanjong pagar. Come find me if anyone have time! ^^ we can have lunch tgt! xD just kidding who would actually come. Sighs. i'm thinking if i should have gone to poly instead of jc then i wouldn't be moping around due to my results. what came as a real shock was my maths grade. i actually thought i would score better but what's in the past is in the past. i cant continue to cry over spilled milk. i'll just look to the future and score for my degree. If i do enter the uni. ENOUGH of these pestimistic talk i want to remain as the person i was these few years. If i do change into someone calm and cool yet pestimistic it wouldn't be me anymore. xD I WILL ENTER UNI AND I WILL STUDY THE NEXT ROUND. just you wait stupid life! i'm not satisfied with it but i'll do my best! GAMBATTE!
catching up on what i've done i actually did quite alot! i went to malaysia again and played like a silly duckling. it got me addicted jewbeat ^^ HAHA i do have such more catching up to do but i went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE. you wont believe how freaking ex the tickets normally are! A FREAKING 72 BUCKS per pax. but the place was super great!! just be prepared for sun bathing. HEH it was freaking hot over there and the food was really ex. the best thing there was the roller coaster 14 story high. i loves the shows there and the street jazz and dance that was there. i had to give the boat ride a miss because of the fear of getting wet. JEEZ and i wanted to ride it the most. pfffft, my sister was complaining half the time but other than that it was pretty fun.
I believe it wouldn't be the same if any of them were gone in a meeting, they're all my important friends. I love you guys and i wish you all the best! i look forward to meeting all of you! xD
i have to find a dance course soon. Any suggestions? i'll be posting videos in the future of me dancing freestyle~ AND I LOVE PEOPLE WHO SPEAK THEIR MIND xD
good bye bloggie!

COLOUR

2010-12-25T21:36:00.000-08:00

HELLO~
i'm thinking of changing the colour of my hair for cny. ^^
ANYONE GOT ANY SUGGESTIONS?
hehe maybe red? blue? ash brown? anyway i'm thinking of these colours cos now my hair is copper brown and i begin thinking that its better off black!!!! AISHH!!!
anw should i swim tmr?
*indecision* *indecision*
^^
signing off
carolinelovestheworld xD

ANIMES

2010-12-23T19:44:00.000-08:00

i'm creating a list so i dont forget which anime i've watched kekeke
KAICHOU WA MAID SAMA
HAKUOUKI
PHANTOM REQUIEM FOR THE PHANTOM
CODE GEASS s1 s2
GUNDAM SEED
GUNDAM SEED DESTINY
07-GHOST
KIN'IRO NO CHORD
HAKUSHAKU TO YOUSEI
HATENKOU YUUGI
GA REI ZERO
SHINREI TANTEI YAKUMO
VAMPIRE KNIGHT
VAMPIRE KNIGHT GUILTY
SHAKUGAN NO SHANA s1 s2
ZERO NO TSUKAIMA
HANASAKERU SEISHOUNEN
FUSHIGI YUUGI
SPECIAL A
AIR
CLANNAD
KAZE NO STIGMA
ELEMENTAL GERADE
YOSUGA NO SORA
KANNAZUKI NO MIKO
INUKAMI!
HAHAHAH and here is all those i rmb ^^ i'll fill this in if i rmb somemore xD keke

WEDDING DINNER

2010-12-23T19:35:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA as the title indicates ^^ yesterday night was the wedding dinner xD it was supposed to start at 7 but well they dont ususally start punctually for it right? anw my cousin was freaking pretty in the wedding dresses WHITE!!! AND PURPLE!!!! well she suits purple xD i would have taken pictures if not for that dumb phone of mine -.- HAHA both my sis and i wore black keke~ should i go see if she has posted the pic on fb? oh well leave that for later. i HAD a blast drinking red wine as well 5 glasses and the waiter is i think a sinister person refilling???! ah well anw i think i am going crazy with this phone of mine!!!!!!!!!!! OH OH OH!!! and bowling that day plus korean food with dar yy and rabbit was fun. XD i really wish there were more opportunities to play again but hais WHY ARE OUR SCHEDULES SO MESSY?!?!!
okayy signing off with this ^^
ilyzj

Phantom Requiem of the phantom

2010-12-16T05:16:00.000-08:00

yupp its an anime this time. XD and its not my favourite genre either (vampire ^^ is my favourite) Anyway this anime goes against the grain of moral values and whatnot that animes usually portray. Assasins. Sounds clinche? i was freaking surprised at the quality of how they drew out the main plot with twists that were pretty much unexpected and its REALLY good how the character developement goes. I simply LOVE cal though she is rather the badass nearing the end of the anime. took me 6 days to finish this cos i was busy with many things. BTW i didnt really said this but my teaching application was APPROVED! HAHA as in relief teaching anw i'm still looking for other jobs and openings of course but teaching is pretty much a good career plus with all the breaks. i'm still interested in dancing of course and i will pretty much go back to dancing someday right now i am thinking if i get any job to pay off my debts and ^^ get some new stuff. DIONNE AH! I OWE YOU MONEY! ahah what should i be doing again? dont know! anyway i'm looking for openings tmr with rabbit! see if we can get any jobs! HAHAHA i'm rambling anyone has any nice anime to watch? by nice i dont mean overly romantic and sad kind of anime. I WANT A BALANCE!!! haha! pretty much demanding i wouldn't blame anyone if you feel like punching me now xD lalala

ps: 4D?!?!?! HAHAHAHA i was really happy to have such group mates nvm if we didnt win ^^ those memories were what we won right?! xD

I CANT SLEEP

2010-12-11T10:35:00.000-08:00

ahhh well just as it is i cant sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRR
i miss jaejoong's voice T.T

I'M BACK~~

2010-12-11T04:27:00.000-08:00

I've decided to save this blog from rotting any further ^^ in any case well just to say I'M ATTACHED! xD well zhijian doesnt have facebook so its a waste of time changing my status! AND I KEPT TO MY END OF THE PROMISE! i didn't take any photos with any guy during prom! well not that i asked anyway so yupp i'm VERYYYYY happy. xp now he owes me a favour hehehe. thats that i cant believe how packed next week is i only have wednesday left thanks to rabbit zhijian mga and my cousins. IM SUPER EXCITED! wedding dinner~ HAHA gosh i'm lucky that no one knows abt zj i dont have to endure any digs during the dinner ^^ anyhow i went for ice skating with the girls on the 5th just before the boring prom on the 6th xD and that was damn fun!!! srry to tw and joei cos you both were falling T.T but it was fun right!? HAHA i think thats the end of my ramble so yeah! i'm update more regularly now that those bitchy exams are over!

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2009-12-24T23:46:00.000-08:00

OFFICIAL NEWS FROM JAPAN

Japanese media revealed that while filming the latest PV in December, members of TVXQ were being forced not to communicate with each other. SM Entertainment however responded that this is no evidence that they (SME) are monitoring the members in private.On December 22, 2009, a Japanese weekly women magazine (Women's Self) stated that during the activities in Japan, the communication between TVXQ's has been forbidden and monitored since 3 of the members has filed a lawsuit against SME. The magazine also wrote that during the activities in Japan, the members were unable to perform well as one. Though all of the members stayed in one room, there was a screen separating them into 3 - 2. Thus, this act seems to forbid interaction between members and to observe their actions. The same situation occurred while they were filming for the PV of their upcoming Japanese single, Break Out. Though the MV was filmed in Japan, there were staffs following them to disallow communication between members.With regards to this, SME's representative replied via phone, "The article by Women's Self is purely rumour. It is creepy to have this thought that the members are being watched closely. Furthermore, we are in the generation where communication devices are everywhere. This could happen in the 1990s but in today's situation; monitoring them (TVXQ) is implausible and impossible. "

THIS IS AN EXTRACT OF THE INTERVIEW

And here is the full translation of the article written in Women's Self:"Be it working in public or private, I can't bear to see TVXQ like this." Sam-san expressed

Though all of the members are at the backstage, a screen was used to separate them. To forbid interactions, staffs would be them to monitor each of the members. It was said that they were even unable to communicate with each other. At both of the Best Hit and FNS Music Festival held on November 26 and December 20 respectively, we were able to saw all of the members performing live on stage. However, they (TVXQ) were later said to be giving each other cold shoulders. However if the above stated was true (that they were having bad relationship), they wouldn't be talking with each other even if a screen wasn't there! It however shows that the strong bond between members still exists and thus, barriers were needed so to prevent communication. Despite the on-going lawsuit, the members arrived in Japan on Mid - December for the PV's filming of their upcoming single - Break Out - said to be released on 2010. Similar to previous situation, a 3 - 2 formation was formed. 3 members stayed in hotel and flights scheduled that were different from the other 2 members. The atmosphere while filming the PV on December 15 and 16 was thus oddly tense.Why? Apart from TVXQ's managers, there were also staffs from Koreans who arrived specifically to observe the members while filming. Not only did this occur when filming, they were also watched while taking break. This is a harsh and major blow for members whom once mentioned that they hope to perform as a group. Max Chang Min seems to be having a silent protest as he rarely spoke. Sam-san who direct for this PV, is the dance instructor and big brother for TVXQ too. While not working, SAM - san and the members would go for a drink and too and hopefully, they (TVXQ) are able to pour their sorrows and feelings to him. It must be difficult for them all to be working in a tense atmosphere. It is a difficult period for members and their fans now. The lawyer of the 3 members also expressed that the 3 members were extremely apologetic that they had made their fans upset. It wasn't an easy decision for members to postpone the BIGEAST MEETING - one that they had been waiting eagerly - Xiah Jun Su also delayed the musical that he would be starring in so as to attend the meeting. Fans hope that though they might not be in the current management company in the future, they (TVXQ) would be able to sing and perform on stage - as one.

As the New Year approaching, we hope that they will be able to BREAK OUT and pull through this crisis!

Credits: Women's Self, Baidu, TVXQmy . Lolly-Pop*@AF
if you are taking this out, and do not remove this credit (:

PS: another impt news is that other members besides han kyung has filed for a provisional diposition against SME they are Kangin, Yesung, Donghae, Leeteuk and Eunhyuk.

swimming <3

2009-12-17T21:01:00.000-08:00

WOKE up at 10am tday. quite a feat actually seeing that i always sleep till 12 -.- hahas
went swimming with sister. actually i went swimming she was sun bathing ^^ YAY!
ok lame then da bao kfc to eat waited for 17 minutes while we crapped about funny dreams :DD
damn nice to gossip! xD (LOL) ok now i'm back at home rotting and waiting to start my LONG LONG homework -.-

2009-12-17T02:40:00.000-08:00

hi there blogging again :D
today i went to causeway point at woodlands -.- was rotting in the train for 30 minutes before i got there. BUT i was early! ^^ hahas anyways i was walking here and there when someone came from behind. seriously gave me a shock -.- (LOL) WOODLANDS IS NOT FUN<- at botanishzhubearbear (LONG LONG) hmmm walked ard kiddy palace (ROFL) :DD and then went back to rotting on the train -.-
TMR GOING SWIMMING! i cant wait! :DD though i haven swim in awhile and my body figure is like -.- but swimming! hahas ok ok ending this post here. XD hehe

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2009-12-15T22:05:00.000-08:00

here to blog again before i start homeworking ((:
12 dec
AS shown in the photos went to orchard for the purpose to buy someone's present -.- damn late btw. xDD then ended up mass camwhoring took abt 30 pics? some i didnt upload :P lazyy plus sister got alot of unglam pics ^^ so yupp :DD then i think i bought tank tops. spent abt 30? HAHA then ice cream! i wont forget that -.- sib was lyk i want ice cream!! HAHA hmm then we ate dinner at soup spoon where i ordered -.- -.- -.- WE CANT FINISH TWO BOWLS OF SOUP(LOL) after dinner we took train to bishan ^^ bought bread for daddy and mommy xDD HAHA then nothing much le lazyyy to continue xD
14-15 dec
class chalet :DD didnt sleep for the night :D stayed up playing mahjong -.- (i just started learning) then the some of them played with yj's xbox -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- :D LOL hmmm i wont forget they walked out of the chalet to do dk what (no purpose) didnt get to come in contact with the sea ))))))): hmmm then went to mac to supposedly eat? hmmm got the sleepy sleepy mood everyone was lyk half dead. :D went back to the chalet to rot AND heng was like the first to sleep followed by gabriel -.- swiss cottage! aiyo! hahas. slept at abt 8 plus in the morning? around that tyme ^^ couldnt open my eyes. before that jody came! hahas yupp and then seoul garden! ok i didnt do much eating and i wont forget serene giving me so much meat! hahas then jody went back :(( later in the afternoon followed aaron weisheng and melvyn when they went to swim with serene DAMN SAD i didnt bring swimming suit. D: HMPH! abt 3-4? april came! hahas but i have to go like at 6. ): nvm! got to see her xD regi was sick D: OKAYY END OF THIS POST! i shall go eat my breadfast/lunch :D bye!

2009-12-12T09:00:00.000-08:00

PREVIEW ORCHARD :DD massive cam whoring done :DD

me in soup spoon

sis took this pic ((:

YAY! love this pic xD

HAHA ok thats all!

orchard was FUN too bad i didnt have money to shop -.- hahhas nvm! shall say goodbye now! i'm freaking tiredd

2009-12-05T09:02:00.000-08:00

HAHA its me AGAIN i'm sleepy and tired! but must wait for my hair to dry -.- lousy right. LOL anyways I'M REALLY TIRED TDAY spent the entire day out. FIRST I LIKE TO THANK HENG PAM YJ MEL SERENE BRENDAN GABRIEL FOR EATING CLASS LUNCH. COS IT WAS DAMN FUNNY ^^ hahas then DANCING MIROTIC was a huge BLAST cos the teacher recap the CHORUS part which i missed the last tyme HAHA then really really A BIG THANKYOU TO PAMMY who went there early to help me out in the dance xDD LOVE YOU PAM! hahas and then MIROTIC ROCKS! those who didnt go YOUR LOSS. BLEAHHH :D
LASTLY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN YAN YU. :DD you always have us! so recover soon and return to canoe! ^^ hahas. fun and tired with the best part being ABLE to talk freely XD shall end this post here. OMG is this long MUAHAS

2009-12-03T22:00:00.000-08:00

HI!! xDD happy cos i rebonded my hair but i cant wash it for today :( but anyways i think i overspent! cos me 100 dollars LOL but still its straight! hahas BEEN BORED the entire morning so here i am blogging again xDD hahas i cant wait to dance mirotic! woots! plus i have to buy present for TYY! ^^ MUAHAHA happy to see her AGAIN! very long nvr see le ba. :(( still cant use the phone and my phone bill exceeded HAIS CANNOT MESSAGE! BORING. hahas
SHALL END THIS POST HERE bye!

MALAYSIA LOL! XD

2009-11-30T07:27:00.000-08:00

BACKKK from malaysia LOL i came back early xDD from KL AND GENTING
reason? cos i spend all the money i brought there ^^ TEEHEE shopping again. anyway my sister's friend went there too and they watched the midnight movie NINJA ASSASIN i think sth lyk that la. LOL her friend only wanted to see RAIN'S body. O.o muahas anyways enjoyed myself with SIBYLLIM HAHA. super funny but we do have awareness of the tyme! ^^ WHOOOO! hahas ok a bit high BUT really fun. CHEERS!
HAHA and this IS the end of this post. next i'm going to post vids that we took in the hotel room in genting MUAHAHAHAHA unglamed POSES HEHE

2009-11-23T04:03:00.000-08:00

NEW SKIN(:
TWO THINGS:
1. MESSAGING
PPL! dont get wrong ideas that im ignoring you if i dont reply thats because my DAD has issued THE FINAL WARNING that is if i exceed the quota and make him pay extra AGAIN he is going to cancel the plan and confiscate my PHONE which means i have to be phoneless until i can get a new one. SO if the messages that i received are not URGENT of nature e.g. asking how i am etc etc im not replying. I APPRECIATE THE GOODWILL and i cant help it if you get pissed or anything. THIS INCLUDES ALL MY CLOSE FRIENDS. jiawei is not messaging me either so if you think its that its not. LOL and IF I MSG YOU AND DONT REPLY I AM SORRY ): its because of this too DD:
2. HOLIDAY!
i should be not in singapore from the following date: 27 Nov :D hence i'll not be replying to messages either. ): yup so DONT MISS ME! XD